Recover

To wake up from the illusion that you could ever be mine
From the wonderful dream
The cocoon in which I have wrapped myself in

Let me save you from the misery
Let me uncover your eyes
From the lies you sought to believe

It is a journey of another pain
A pain that other pains cannot distill
The pain of acceptance and hopelessness

My feelings do not matter
But I care enough to know
That I do not want to hurt you

Everything about you is unreal
A figment of my imagination
Brought about by my loneliness

Do not come near me
I do not comprehend your intentions
I cannot rely on you

You wound me
With your sweetness
With your deceptively soft ways

Knowing that you could not possibly be mine
Because I cannot trust you
Because I cannot deceive myself into believing you.

Yet, you are always in my thoughts
My soul sings praises of you
My mind screams your name

And I cannot shut out the din
And I realize
That i have hopelessly

Damnably

Pathetically

Fallen very deeply for you.